On Christmas Eve of 2016 - exactly a month and a day ago - I took a plane back to California. It's a ritual I'm familiar with - go back home for Christmas and New Year's - but this time was different. For the first time in nearly 3.5 years, I left the state of Colorado without knowing for sure when I was going to be back again. This time, the flight back to California was with a one-way ticket.
I remember standing in my room that morning before I left Colorado and tried to soak up the entirety of my experience out in that state. I started this blog right as I was leaving for Colorado, and now here I am, back as a resident in NorCal for the first time since I moved out for college almost
8 years ago (man, typing that made me feel elderly...).
What I'm trying to say is this: Colorado, thank you. For 3.5 years, you welcomed me, showed me the outdoor wonders you had to offer, and introduced me to a great bunch of friends. You gave me my first taste of living by myself, allowed me to tackle a new city from scratch, and became a space where I could discover a little bit more about myself... and grow out my hair. It wasn't always easy (hair was no exception!), but to experience growing pains in the midst of my time here pushed me to be a better "me." I walked out of that state proud to know that I was able to make it into a home, and even now as I sit here typing this all out, I remember my time out there with complete fondness.
As a point of driving home the rawness of this all, here's a snippet of some things over the years I snapped, 100% unedited.
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| Riot Fest, summer 2013 |
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| Riot Fest, summer 2013 |
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| Gravestone of Doc Holliday, fall 2013 |
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| Hanging Lake, fall 2013 |
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| Red Rocks Amphitheater, Winter 2013 |
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| Red Rocks Open Space |
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| Thanksgiving 2013 |
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| Denver Botanical Gardens, summer 2014 |
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| Outside my apartment, spring 2014 |
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| Fox Run Park, spring 2014 |
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| Allen Stone concert, fall 2014 |
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| late 2014 |
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| Manitou Incline |
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| El Paso County Fair, late 2015 |
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| Chinese Heritage Camps, 2015 |
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| Chinese Heritage Camps, 2015 |
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| Palmer Park, 2015 |
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| Halloween Maze, 2015 |
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| Rainbow Falls, late 2015 |
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| Pike's Peak, 2015 |
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| Paint Mines, 2015 |
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| Chautauqua Park, winter 2016 |
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| Great Sand Dunes, Spring 2016 |
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| APISU event, winter 2016 |
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| Denver Auto Show, spring 2016 |
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| Air Force Academy, spring 2016 |
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| Royal Arch, summer 2016 |
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| Denver Zoo, summer 2016 |
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| JBC, summer 2016 |
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| JBC field day, summer 2016 |
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| Chinese Heritage Camps, summer 2016 |
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| Winefest, summer 2016 |
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| Horsetooth Reservoir, summer 2016 |
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| Pike's Peak, fall 2016 |
Wow... after pulling all these pictures up through my files, I'm simply at a loss for words. What a nostalgia trip!! I can't believe I even thought for a second that my time out there would somehow be a waste.
As my time in California continues, I hope that my growth and discovery of the things around me and myself would continue to grow as well... but you'll probably all hear about that soon. Thanks faithful readers!!
the feels!
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