I don't know what really triggered it. There's been some stress at work with learning the new job, there's been some neighbor problems with my noise level at night, and I guess maybe a few other small things here and there. Overall, I think it surmounted into something that I haven't really experienced since I've been out of school: stress.
It was kind of weird to feel it again, to feel annoyed at people who care about you and you don't know why. It's times like these I know that the only thing that can really calm me down is just being by myself and doing things that don't necessarily improve me as a person like watching TV or some other mindless activity. It's a time to ask for God's peace and to settle in it.
But on the upside, the weather these past few days have been amazing. This past weekend I was able to de-stress a little simply by being outside by myself. It's becoming more comforting to me every time I do this. And the best part is places like these are not far at all. God really has a way with nature, for real.
I can't wait for the weekend to come again so I can go outside and decompress a little.
